Advent..

Hai everyone..It's 3rd week of advent..how's your preparation in this coming Christmas?? I believe each one of you have your own plan on this coming Christmas isn't it?.. Above are some pictures of me during our caroling time hehe... so enjoyable and meaningfull.. Hope that your day are not wasted just like that ..Take some time to share the joy of this coming Christmas not only with your love ones but also with others around you.. Have a blessed advent.. Happy coming Christmas...(n_n) hohoho~

Random thought

Hello readers.. So many things happen lately... And a bit worried for what will be happen next.. I still couldn't believe it. GOD, please guide them so that they can pleased you humblely rather than pleased for their own desire... (adeh...pening kepala ni...)

I'm Happy for them..

How wonderfull i felt when i know they are happy with their life now..even both of you are not telling me anything, but i believe they are trully happy because it shown from their smiles.. Congratulations my dear friend, and God bless both of you..

JOHN & JEZABEL on their wedding day..

nice shot isn't it?.. :)

nice.. :) sorry john & jez.. i took this pic from your fb album.. jan mare ye.. hehehe

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MILFORD & MELISSA engagement day..

nice deco! i like!!

nie cake punya deco pun cantikk nie..

at last u engaged juga kan milford?? hehe

Love Letter From God

God love us very much for He had sacrifice His only child for us..

"I offer you more than your earthly father ever could." Matthew 7:11

"If you seek Me with all your heart, you will find me.." Deuteronomy 4:29

"When you are brokenhearted, I Am close to you." Psalm 34:18

"I gave p everything I loved that I might gain your love." Romans 8:31-32

Vice versa

When you starts to trust your friend and declare him/her as your bestfriend.. but then he/she seems took for granted on the relationship..what should you do??

Prayer

"Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of one's weakness. It is better in prayer to have a heart without words than words without a heart."

Listen to God carefully..what HE want to tell you

Fix your attention on God

you'll be changed from the inside out

Readily, Recognize what HE wants from you

and quickly Respond to it..

Roman 12:2

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Your eye is a Lamp

Lighting up your whole body

if you Live wide-eyed in Wonder and Belief

you body fills up with the Light..

Luke 11:34

Everything - Tim Hughes

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything

Slow

Some of my friends said i am 'blur' or 'slow'..bukan jalan lambat ahh..and i'm wondered.. is it true?? maybe because i asked them questions yang teda-teda kali..adui..sometimes i feel hurt when they laugh at me after i said or asked something weired to them..but then i try not to think it too much....because later on, i am the one who makan hati sendiri-sendiri..bah, below are some of my 'bonus' question where make them laugh..(duui gia..kesian juga saya ni kan...haha...)

This morning during breakfast:
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Me: Dwayne..pernahkah orang order nescafe tidak campur susu??

Dwayne : Huhh?! (he showed me his blur face) Nescafe O ka maksud kau? then he start to smile..

Me: **Blur** Kenapa?? (i mean why he's smiling)

Colette+Dwayne+Val : All of them ketawa at me...

Me: Odoi...baru tersedar yang saya sudah silap tanya..(hahahhah...malu oh....)

Praise Lord!

Thanks God for you are recovering ninie..Please don''t stop praying and everything happen for a reason right?? Love you so much buddy! (T_T)

Blind Man Wandering

Is there a world for me?
Is there a time to be free?
When will I know that I have reached the point?
Where we are one? Is it all or none?

Lord do I make you cry?
How do I live before I die?
Where is my heart, what will I love?
What will I follow? When everything is gone?

When will I find my chance?
I want to celebrate and dance.
When will I know that I have reached the point?
Where we are one? Is it all or none?

Lord do I make you cry?
How do I live before I die?
Where is my heart, what will I love?
What will I follow? When everything is gone?

You love me, why God
You love me, why God do you love me?
Ive been nothing but a blind man wandering

You love me, why God
You love me, why God do you love me?
Ive been nothing but a blind man (3x) wandering

Interview

Today is my tiring day..and a bit sleepy as well (yang petang suda). Amazingly i manage to woke up early this morning..Mmm it's around 4.30 am .. I'm going to UMS today because I am attending an interview there..[i plan to find another job bah..penat btl kerja saya sekarang ni..anyone yang tau ada vacancy, inform me aah.. :)] . Overall, okay juga.. but I don't really confident to get the post. It's ok then yang penting i already done my best kan??

Oh ya! one thing I want to share for what the interviewer had asked me during the interview..:

Interviewer : Ok, pilih salah satu - "Kerja untuk Hidup or Hidup untuk Kerja?"
Me : Mmmm... (lama sa jawab..binggung sekejap bah hehehe) Then i asked them this.."Bole ka if tidak jawab?"

Interviewer : "Mesti jawab juga.."
Me: ......(matai-i'm dead) "Mmmm..." (then ada la saya jawab juga but saya lupa suda apa sa jawab..doi...)

Interviewer : Ok, another one.. pilih salah satu - "Makan untuk Hidup or Hidup untuk Makan?"
Me : (Nasib ni sa nda blurr) Then I answer confidently.. "Makan untuk Hidup!"
Interviewer : Anguk-anguk then tulis something di kertas with their timun face..

Huhu...Harap-harap dapat good news la...
pssst... enjoy the cartoon ya ;) Have a nice day everyone! Cheers!

Tips of the day : How to Save Money

Lets us save money not only for our own good but also for our loved ones, people around us and also our planet..Here are some tips for us... Cheers!

1. Spend Less

Make a phone call only at off-peak times. Try to use the office phone if possible (tapi jan ja salah guna la kan). Love to read novels/magazine? Borrow it at public library.. Thinking to buy a CD? Better pigi sewa..murah sikit...hehe. If you want to read a newspaper, i suggest you go for online news or maybe you can borrow from your friend :) mmm bukan kedekut aa..cuma berjimat

2. Establish a personal budget

Yes. This is a good one. There are many advantages when you have your own personal budget. Salah satunya ialah, you'll always get track on your spending.. and mendisiplinkan diri kita sendiri-because kita buat ni secara konsisten. Maybe you can create your personal budget for period of one month.

3. Buying in bulk

Totally true! Membeli secara pukal adalah lebih jimat.. :)

4. Make sure sale is a sale

Yup.. Jangan cepat terpengaruh dengan tulian yang terpampang tulisan SALE up to 70% etc.. Teliti betul2..

5. Buy used

I don't know whether kamu pernah dengar nie ayat-> Rembengan. Haa....kamu bole cuba beli barangan eg pakaian di kedai rembengan..tapi perkara ni tidak dapat di paksa la.. It depends on penerimaan sesorang tu.. Ada some people yang kurang gemar or tidak suka pergi ke tempat seperti ini.. Reason dorang, tempat ni tiada class/umphh/brand kunun.. But for me, i'm ok for it. Bukan semua barangan yang di jual di sana tiada brand tau..ada juga yang branded and ada lagi nampak masi baru..pandai2 la kita pilih2 maa..kan? So affordable..can you imagine i can buy two piece of casual long pants with RM10?! Tapi nasihat saya..before you use it, cucilah bersih2... :)

p/s: barangan lingerie di kecualikan dalam konteks ini..this one, we better beli yang baru punya la..hehe

6.Don't carry excessive debt

Amalkan sikap tidak suka berhutang. Bila tiada hutang, hati pun senang..

7.Save Money
You can try to save money in the small amount first.. Maybe RM2.00 a day or.. RM50.00 a month but it must be consistent okay?

8.Shop Wisely

Cuba beli barangan yang diperlukan sahaja.

9. Eat in rather than out
Makan di rumah adalah lebih baik..bukan sahaja dapat menjimatkan duit tetapi dapat makan masakan keluarga sendiri (which i believe lebih sedap sebab mereka masak penuh kasih sayang..hehe)

10.Use lessEg, tutup tenaga elektrik bila tidak di gunakan(this is good not only for saving our money but we help our planet and others too..betul ka tidak?..) And last but not least...maybe we can use less shampoo..or less soap..or less water ..

Bak kata pepatah...Berjimat itu adalah amalan mulia..So..marilah kita menjadi mulia! kiiihaaa!!

Have you ever feel this way?

GOD..

do you hear me?

for I couldn't bear this lonliness alone anymore!

"It's so lonely when you even don't know yourself.."

Is there any LIGHT for me?

When you LOSE something that you can't replace, When you LOVE someone but it goes to waste...could it be worse?

Forgot

"Bie..I miss you..." Heard this sentence so many times .. but still, i really don't understand what it's really means.. (Gosh...i forgot how was these feeling are...)

* I'm just a girl who need something that can complete my desire...Am I wrong to feel this way?.. *

Lucky

What a day!...So lucky to have these two kiwi and magic olive eye shadow, the colourful recycle bag, and two cute toner and moisturiser from Elianto! yay! Thanks again Elianto! hehe






p/s: I get this gift while I'm attending the make-up & grooming workshop(by the Elianto staff) this evening at Teratai ballroom...They explain how to use make up correctly and show the basic of doing make up and after that they gave some questions for us to answer...luckily, I manage to answer one of those questions! yippee...!! (n_n)

It's your birthday..

It's your 34th birthday today my friend.. Hope that all your wishes come true.. I just want to tell you that how much i appreciate this relationship..eventhough..at this time being, we have something unsettle matter.. some sort like...miscommunication problem. Please feel free to meet me when you are ready to face this matter.. (Really wish you read this post... :( )

I am waiting for miracle to happen!..

I'm so proud of her...why? because she's so brave to take these steps(which i think not all people can do it) and i want to tell her that we will support her to reach her dreams..I wish and pray for her all the best on her future undertakings...congratulation again to you, sista!

It's your 1oth anniversary today dad... May you rest in peace..

Bored

It's saturday...i'm at home alone...my sister went out with her buddies while my mum with her own friends..and where's mine?? huhu..

Listening James Morrison song-Pieces don't fit anymore..How i hope i have the courage to do that..but sad to say, i don't even dare to choose that path.. I'm sorry 'soul..'

Life goes on...that's the only thing that i can say now...

If you think wealthness is expensive, try illness!
Betul juga... hehe...(n_n)

Busy

Hola all..

Am quite busy especially on this end of month+holy week season.. Will update this blog after all of these settle okay...dada...

Good Night all..

p/s: Tomorrow is Holy thursday...can't wait to sing! hehe..(^_^)

Worried

I'm too worried until i cannot sleep..Gosh...where have he been???

Prodigal Son

Father i've sin
Help me to find my way
Remember not my sins
Just let me hear you say

# I Forgive you...I love you..
You are mine, take my hands
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one

Father i've turned
My back and walk my way
Depended on my strength
And live life my own way

Father i've closed
My heart to those in need
Thought only of myself
A victim of my greed

You

Just want to tell you that...

I'm not missing you but i'm thinking about you now..
Wondered how's your life going on now?..
Physically, we are so near...but why..??......huh..
I want to show you that what is exactly happen to my life now but, i don't know why each time i want and try to do that, the outcome is different and sometimes become worse.

And now, I don't know what to do.Can you tell me what should i do??

Keluh Kesah of the day

Nowadays, I'm quite wondering about myself..What will I be in 5 to 10 years time.. Will I be married? Will I be single?..And at what stage I will stand on?.. I really don't know.. Even you, others or even the angels don't know..

And i'm also keep on thinking and try to find a clear and bigger picture where should i go now.. As i said from my previous post, i'm quite not really satisfied on my life now..(yupp..as i'm only a human...we never feel satisfied with our own need kan..same goes with me )


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Gosh...i really need to make a good decision now..

Confession part I

To make a confession is not that easy.. Apalagi if it is berkaitan with heart and feelings. A confession is an action where we become our own self, being honest and sincere when we express those feelings. Making a confession may result two possibilities-good or bad.
On the good side, maybe the results might make us feel happy, comfortable, save and peace..but, if the results is bad, we feel sad(unhappy), alone...etc..

It's doen't matter what decision you want to make actually..what i mean whether you want to keep those feelings by your own self atau sebaliknya-to express it. Maybe, we have our own reason why we want to keep those feelings isn't? Mungkin keputusan yang kita buat itu adalah keputusan yang terbaik untuk semua. But, sudah tentu we have to bring and feel the pain lah kan..

But i remmember someone told me this dulu..sometimes there are times we have to telan(swallow), or faced the kesengsaraan to reach the good at the end. Umpama kita telan ubat when we are sick, memang pahit untuk di telan pada mulanya tapi the result, ia menyembuhkan kita..Maybe, itulah di namakan kehidupan kan??

Wishing you were here buddy..

Wishing you were here buddy...like we used to shared all our stories, gossipping, laughing, and giggling in the middle of night before we sleep..i miss that moment.. boleh kah turn back the time balik???... (yaa....i know...surelly la cannot...)

I'm sorry, when you in trouble, i am not there to confort you..
I'm sorry, when you are happy, i'm not there to share the joy with you...
But...my prayer is always with you my friend..
hoping that you will be strong to faced the obtacles..

Buddy..
I'm just to tired...
maybe because...i'm not really enjoy with my life now...

Some lesson for us

Last sunday, i decided to go out - trying to do something..di luar dari kebiasaan... i've went to church but this time, i went to the different places >> secred heart church.. and i found out that tidak banyak umat yang datang...Maybe, semua busy with Chinese New Year and Valentine Day kan?..

Actually,i want to share the sermon that i've heard that day.. so many good things, and nasihat the Fr. gave... i couldn't remember all what he had said except this..
He intro his sermon with this.."If we want to open a new enterprise,or if we are sick, or maybe if we want to begin a new life-married, we seek someone who can advise us about that particular matter, right?? Di pendekkan cerita, he means like this:

BEGIN NEW ENTERPRISE/BUSINESS=ADVISOR
SICK=DOCTOR
MARRY=FATHER(imam)
STUDENT=TEACHER/LECTURER


He maksudkan macam ni.. If kita sakit, kita mestilah jumpa doktor kan..supaya kita sembuh..If kita mau kahwin, pastinya we seek someone who can kasi sah perkahwinan kita kan?? and if we are a student, if we have problems regarding our assignments, of course la we seek our teacher/lecturer kan?? hehe

So..sama jugalah macam diri kita ni..sometimes, we need people to help us to go through this life together...we cannot always stand on our own feet maybe with reason we want to be independent ka or apa-apa sajalah reason kita. We have to search...seek...for help from somebody who is responsible or wise so that, kita tidak rasa terlalu terbeban, and we tidak terasa terlalu keseorangan..

Semua kita pastinya mempunyai banyak masalah...persoalan dalam hidup..dan kadang-kadang, we blame God because He give us pain, and sadness in our life.. But let us try to think this, if we don't have trouble, pain and sadness in life, do you think we will seek God??? Mungkin ada, tapi tidak semua...

Ada juga yang mungkin tidak percaya bahawa Tuhan sentiasa ada di sisi kita, ataupun yang lebih teruk lagi, tidak percaya bahawa Tuhan wujud atau tidak.. tapi apa yang saya percaya, Tuhan wujud, dan sentiasa ada di sisi kita semua..it's just...we can't really see it with our eyes..i mean..dari pandangan mata kasar kita.. "God uses his people to help his people.."

Maybe...He mengunakan orang-orang di sekeliling kita, maybe kawan rapat, untuk membantu kita...we never know..

My heart singing

Hai, lately this song...this lyric always singing on my heart especially when i'm just wake up in the morning...so i decided to post it here, today.

Banyak perkara...
yang tak dapatku mengerti...
Mengapakah harus terjadi?....
didalam kehidupan ini..

Satu perkara
yangku simpan dalam hati..
Mengapakah harus terjadi?....
Tanpa Tuhan perduli...

Tuhan mengerti..
Tuhan perduli..
segala persoalan yang kita hadapi
tak akan pernah
di biarkanNYa
aku bergumul sendiri
sbab Tuhan mengerti...


p/s:i would like to dedicate this song to those who is now confused, and don't know what to do, which path they want to go, and have trouble/problems in life...

My...oh my..

Hai readers..

I decided to post something on my blog today though i don't have any topic to write.. At first i want to change my blog layout but kesian betul nie i don't know how..ada sesiapa ka yg bole tulung sy nie???adui...hehe

hmmm...well..i'm just taking my breakfast tadi..sy bancuh teh tarik 3 in 1 Lipton( wangi and sedap ni..try la kalau nda percaya) makan 2 biji coklat Cadbury dari si Bet and mkn maruku ikan(beli dari Chin Chang S/B-my employer punya supplier..nyum2...kenyang jg la..

today, i have some plan in mind (yang mana suda balik-balik kena brought fwd ni...gara-gara tangguh-tangguh lor.haha).. hopefully hari ni i manage to complete it lah..hehe

my 1st task: wash my cloth..(huhu...T_T)

2nd: lipat my kain(matai...)

3rd: kemas my bilik(uuuwwwaaaaa....)

4th: masak for lunch

5th: print my mum's document

6th: plan scedule for my Sunday School(PMG) thing..

7th: sapu ruma...

8th: i want kasi mandi si skang(my cat) tp adui takut sy dia garu sy..hehe

>errmmm..cukup la tu kan utk hari ini...besok lg plan lain lah...hehe...bagus kalau dpt complete ni..dui~

bah, till then..nanti sy post lagi..sy buat housework sy dulu...wokey?..

Have a nice day everyone...

Chayo-Chayo bbey!!

I want..

I want to feel that love again...