Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Hola all..

Am quite busy especially on this end of month+holy week season.. Will update this blog after all of these settle okay...dada...

Good Night all..

p/s: Tomorrow is Holy thursday...can't wait to sing! hehe..(^_^)

Sunday, March 14, 2010


I'm too worried until i cannot sleep..Gosh...where have he been???

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Prodigal Son

Father i've sin
Help me to find my way
Remember not my sins
Just let me hear you say

# I Forgive you...I love you..
You are mine, take my hands
Go in peace, sin no more
Beloved one

Father i've turned
My back and walk my way
Depended on my strength
And live life my own way

Father i've closed
My heart to those in need
Thought only of myself
A victim of my greed

Friday, March 12, 2010


Just want to tell you that...

I'm not missing you but i'm thinking about you now..
Wondered how's your life going on now?..
Physically, we are so near...but why..??......huh..
I want to show you that what is exactly happen to my life now but, i don't know why each time i want and try to do that, the outcome is different and sometimes become worse.

And now, I don't know what to do.Can you tell me what should i do??

Keluh Kesah of the day

Nowadays, I'm quite wondering about myself..What will I be in 5 to 10 years time.. Will I be married? Will I be single?..And at what stage I will stand on?.. I really don't know.. Even you, others or even the angels don't know..

And i'm also keep on thinking and try to find a clear and bigger picture where should i go now.. As i said from my previous post, i'm quite not really satisfied on my life now..( i'm only a human...we never feel satisfied with our own need kan..same goes with me )

Gosh...i really need to make a good decision now..

Confession part I

To make a confession is not that easy.. Apalagi if it is berkaitan with heart and feelings. A confession is an action where we become our own self, being honest and sincere when we express those feelings. Making a confession may result two possibilities-good or bad.
On the good side, maybe the results might make us feel happy, comfortable, save and peace..but, if the results is bad, we feel sad(unhappy), alone...etc..

It's doen't matter what decision you want to make actually..what i mean whether you want to keep those feelings by your own self atau sebaliknya-to express it. Maybe, we have our own reason why we want to keep those feelings isn't? Mungkin keputusan yang kita buat itu adalah keputusan yang terbaik untuk semua. But, sudah tentu we have to bring and feel the pain lah kan..

But i remmember someone told me this dulu..sometimes there are times we have to telan(swallow), or faced the kesengsaraan to reach the good at the end. Umpama kita telan ubat when we are sick, memang pahit untuk di telan pada mulanya tapi the result, ia menyembuhkan kita..Maybe, itulah di namakan kehidupan kan??

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Wishing you were here buddy..

Wishing you were here we used to shared all our stories, gossipping, laughing, and giggling in the middle of night before we sleep..i miss that moment.. boleh kah turn back the time balik???... (yaa....i know...surelly la cannot...)

I'm sorry, when you in trouble, i am not there to confort you..
I'm sorry, when you are happy, i'm not there to share the joy with you... prayer is always with you my friend..
hoping that you will be strong to faced the obtacles..

I'm just to tired...
maybe because...i'm not really enjoy with my life now...