Saturday, December 27, 2008

Family Gathering

Helo readers...

Yups..on the 25th December we(the family of Monsibol's and Ligayus's) have invited all our relatives and friends to our Family Gathering at my uncle Victor house. On th same time we were actually planned a surprise party for my akung(grandpa) and ina(grandma) as for our appreciation for them..or in other words, to show some love..hehe
Below are some of the pictures on the party..

my akung and ina...

my mom with her brothers and sister

my aunties (ina's daughters)
from left, mummy obin, aunty luza, mummy Sarah and aunty Connie

bro mimik, me, mum, sis tetet and bro adie

at the back, aunty Doreen, cousin Valerie, Vanessa, uncle Victor
at the front little cousin Vivien

my most sporting aunty...Servie, uncle Charlie, Aaron
and between my akung and ina, Adele

from left(3rd row), uncle Johnny, aunty Rebecca, cousin Dido, kochit's bf(Alban) and kuyum
at the center of the row tetel, nani, kochit and pamela

my uncle Iluk(still single...)

from left, apui, obot, bibi, aunty Luza, uncle Kohing, elou..

from left, uncle Chandran, mama Sarah, bibil, sarah and kegan

cousins took picture together

We are the family of Monsibol and Ligayus

cousin and friends are having their moginum time

sister tetet with cousin nani
me with nenek Tamparuli and sis tetet
(love this picture very much!)

We were having so much fun that day...May God always bless our family...

the Best of Friends..

The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.

The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.

The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.

especially dedicated to all my beloved friends...

(ninie, beat, gleat, siah, rose..thank u so much!)

Love you and miss you guys!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Been Tagged

Good morning everyone...Hi Ninie..:) Tagged from u...hehe... at last baru buat(after several times u tagged me).
Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with girls.
I’m obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
Ninie, finally i can done all ur tags :D
# What do friends call you?
# When is your birthday?
January 9
# What are your favourite food?
All the spicy food(especially Tomyam) haha...
# Are you a hard drinker?
I don't think so..
# Where are you now?
Home, Penampang
# Do you work now?
# What song you like to hear when the time you are so lonely?
the praise & worship songs
# Favourite movie.
# Provide some of your choice number?
5, 23
# What is your perfume?
# Do you have other Friendster account?
I got one
# Are you a party girl?
# Is there someone mad at you? If yes, think why.
Probably, i have no idea..(i wonder why...biarlah...)
# Name someone you like.
# Who are your best friend?
them :D
# A friend is..
someone that who understand you..
don't take you for granted..
been there not only in good times but also in your hardest time..
accept you as you are..

# What is more important? Loved ones? or your friends?
# Do you slept with your contact lense?
Last time...hehe..
# Are you in relationship now?
# Who was the last person you dated?
# What is love for you.
# What makes you happy?
when something that i like happens to me
# Introduce yourself. Tell us some words that they must know.
Unique. Unpredictable.
# How about a message to your ex?
Have a nice day
# Say something to your bf.
# Dedication to your crush?
Sorry for everything
# Dedication to your friends?
Thanks for the memories...
# Tagging.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Checklist for Christmas

hola again! i think i have to list down things that i should have(buy/do) for this christmas..

1. a white/black/purple wallet(really need it)
2. a pair of sandals & shoes
3. one nice and cute skirt
4. present for mum
5. present for bro adi, mimik and sis tetet
6. a few pieces of blause
7. cut my hair(maybe)
8. buy new bed sheet for me :)
9. Novels!
10. a Casio watch(maybe)

Christmas Carol

Wee...i'm going out to house to house with my uncles, aunties, cousins and friends singing the advent and christmas songs.. Phew! How I miss this moment..On 3rd of December was our 1st christmas carol.hehe best juga eventhough there are a little bit crack during that night..haha..We actually sempat took pictures sorry can't upload it at this moment..

Friday, December 5, 2008

'Perkhidmatan Cemerlang' Award

Congratulation to my mum! At last her hard work been paid by this award. I know she deserve it. Well done mum! I'm proud to be your daughter..

I can see from her eyes, she is really happy. yalah.. it's not easy to receive that ba..thus, it also shows that people do appreciate what she(mom) had done for all this while. And..semangat ni..sempat lagi beli baju baru tau..hehe..

p/s:the ceremony will be on December 12 2008. Later i will enclose her picture k..


Halo readers! This lyrics and its rhythm really remains me about someone...

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you..

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Is it just a 'little crush'?

When i was 16, I met this guy and I thought I was in love with him. I keep my feeling without his knowing. On that time, it's hard for me to communicate and to get closer to him because there are still lack of communication tool like a handphone etc.. So the only thing i can do is to daydreaming about him.

End of year 2003, i am waiting for my SPM result. While waiting for my result, i've decided to work as a cashier near my hometown. It was my 1st job. For me, it was an interesting experience because from there i have learn many new things that i never been thought in school, meet new friends..

For telling you the truth, i 've buy my cellelular using my 1st month of my sallary and what is more interesting i bought it on February 14, 2004. I'm so damn excited and on that same day, i finally message this guy. He reply me and we become friends.

After 3 months working as a cashier, i quit. I further my study at Labuan Matriculation as accounting student. i'm still keep in touch with him but we still remain friends.

June 2005, i've completed my study. But, sad to know, i've failed to further my study as a degree holder. Then i start again from the beginning. I enter to a local university. I'm still keep in touch with him and still become good friends. I have kept and brought this feeling for many years now and of course it is now hard for me to ease his name from my heart. There are times i try to contact him but most of the time he don't response me. I feel so depressed..and it goes on and on..

Until one night, i finally decided to tell him about my feeling. At first he refuse to answer my call but then he finally answer it. And... there the stories goes. I HAVE CONFESSED my feeling and guess what?? HE REJECTED ME. He says that, he is not ready for this relationship and he want me to concerntrate with my study..haha...pity me kan..

It's hard to accept it when i 1st heard what he had just said. But..there is a relief i felt inside my heart..

Time past by..and when I'm thinking back about this, I just smile and laughing myself and of course wondering how can i be such silly girl waiting for that guy??! I HAVE LEARN MY LESSON.

So...the moral of this story..Never give your heart without knowing his/her feeling to you. Belakang hari, sendiri susah..sendiri yang sakit hati nie..haha..So what do u think? is it just a little crush??

Lazy Me..

today is my lazy day..
didn't want to do anything
i want to sleep, i want to eat haha..
seems like i will soon become like a zombie ehh..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

General Knowledge

Do you know what is the meaning of bin and binti?

Bin>> Born In Name of..

Binti/binte>> Born In The Name of Eve..
Gee...I just know this last week from my uncle...Hehe

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Mahua Waterfall,Tambunan

so beautiful..

the view of the waterfall from far

the closer view..

Helo guys! Last week I went to camping with my mum, sister and my Kampung's(Village) Team..It was so awsome!

22th Nov
it took about 2 hours from home to reach Tambunan. I felt a little bit tired and dizzy maybe because i didn't get enough sleep the day before. But, it didn't stop me from having fun there..hehe. After we reach Mahua, we unpack our stuff. We took our lunch by sharing our foods to others. (we bring our food earlier from home)

around 2pm
actually it was rain just when we reach Mahua. A little bit sad because we think that we can't go to the waterfall..but thank God the rain was not heavy..we at last reach the waterfall after waiting at about an hour for the rain to stop..

the walk before reaching the Mahua Waterfall

cousins, friends..

the water was so cold and pure! i felt so calm..

my sister and me..

with my mum...hehe

we all are enjoying ourselves in this trip..glad to reach here..

Friday, November 28, 2008


This is the day..
that the Lord has made..
for me to reflect
about myself...
May all be blessed today..Amen.

Friday, October 24, 2008

"My thoughts are not your thoughts,

nor are your way My ways"

Isaiah 55:8

Dear Lord..

I believe everything happens for reason.

Teach me to be more passion and try to be more understand.


If God doesn't give us what we ask for,

we can be sure that He has something for better.


hi again.
huh..5 more days to my exzam.. This is the first time i felt so damn unprepared! Whoa! somebody...i need help now! i don't know what to do.. and i have a bad instinct but then i really hope that it will NOT happen.
almost all of my tests and quizes i've failed.(yesh...that's true) huhuhuhu...tulung... i really need help!!

Thank You


i felt so sad when i meet her this morning.Maybe because today is the last day she teach us in this class. there are something in her eyes that its hard for me to discribe.. I know she is kind...I know she is care...but it's just me won't allow her to get closer to me...well...let just wait the time shows me everything.. Thank U for everything dearest teacher.. God bless..

it is just like that

The people that I have lost…

And the people that had left me behind..

I will never forget them…

There are times i miss them
but then who will cares?

no one will understand…

no one might know..

People are too busy in handling themselves

And there I go

standing ,watching , and waiting for something

didn't know which path to go..

Tuesday, October 21, 2008



Right now, i'm sitting here in the library surfing the internet. Huh...i'm too tired...really...really tired... To many things to do..
That's make me tired actually... This week is the worst week for me... Can you imagine?...Only for yesterday, i have TWO TEST and you know what... i couldn't do it well.. huhu...
and then...i've just finished my Audit test just now... and again... my answer seems all rubbish! huh.. so tension...HELP..
and tomorrow is my MUET Exam-Speaking Test. Then the next day my Accounting Theory Test...Then on friday i have to submit my business plan already... whoa! what a week...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

The Return to innocence by Enigma

p/s: this song really touched my heart...huhu..
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and miss the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.
that's the return to innocence...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Hi..just want to answer this questions (i'm not tagged by anybody :)-i'm just copied it from somebody). harharhar...

1. Rate your life from 1-10 (1 being very miserable)
hmmm...5.5 i think..

2. Is your hair long or short?
Long hair..

3. Do you have many real friends?
No.. (-.-)

4. Name friends you last hung out with?

1. Ninie

2. Siah


4. Betclis


6. Adi



5. Do you love chicken? to eat isn't it? of course la..

6. Last three drinks you had?
half glass of milo, plain water and yoyo ais..hehe

7. Do you eat fish?
Not that often

8. Do people mispronounce or spell your name incorrectly?

9. Who was the last person you hugged?
hmm...can't really rememmber

10. Last guy you think about?
Err …

11. Any food that made you smile today?
Well, I guess I have to say no.

12. Name one thing you have in common with your friends?
We need more rest and study more harder..bcoz exzam is around d corner

13. Do you trust your friends?
Do they deserve it? It all depends

14. How old will you be in five years?
That’s 28. Still young mah..

15. Do you believe in love?
Yes, I do.

16. Except for family and friends, who are you in love with?
My close fren!

17. Do you honestly believe you have found the right guy/girl?

18. Are you someone’s best friend?
I think so. I have no doubt about it

19. Do you love music?
It’s a passion

20. Last song you listened to?
I can’t really remember ..

21. What’s the instrument you wish you were able to play?
Guitars, drums, gong, piano...

22. Who was the last person you talked to?
If in person it was my roomate.
23. Who was the last person to call you?

24. Would you consider yourself a worrier?
am i??...hehe...entah la

25. Do you consider yourself as a happy person?
i don't think so..

26. Do you believe in saving yourself for marriage?
Saving myself for marriage? What does that mean?

27. Last person that pissed you off?
aha! dia tau tue sepa dia..

28. From whom have you missed the most calls in the last 5 days?
I think that should be from my mum..

29. who’s the first person you call when you’re having a bad day?
My close friend Betclis.

30. Last person who made you laugh like crazy?
I can’t really recall but I guess it was niny...hehe

31. Who’s your greatest inspiration in life?
There’s a lot, really.

32. Are you a good guesser?
I hate guessing game. I guess that’s a no then.

33. Who was the last person to sing your current favorite song and what song?
My current favourite song ..? ala...nda tau eh..

34. Who makes you laugh the most?
I can’t really remember.

35. What have you been telling yourself lately?
Bie, STUDY...You have to study harder.

OMG! I answered all 35 questions!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Eight Lies of a Mother..

I felt touched after reading this stories. So i decided to published it in this blog. Please take your time to read this. God bless..
1.The story story began when I was a child;
I was born as a son of a poor family. Even for eating, we often got lack of food. Whenever the time for eating, mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was removing her rice into my bowl, she would say "Eat this rice, son. I'm not hungry". That was Mother's First Lie
2.When I was getting to grow up, the persevering mother gave her spare time for fishing in a river nearour house, she hoped that from the fishes she got, she could gave me a little bit nutritious food for my growth. After fishing, she would cook the fishes to be a fresh fish soup, which raised my appetite. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat the rest meat of fish, which was still on the bone of the fish I ate. My heart was touched when I saw it. I then used my chopstick and gave the other fish to her. But she immediately refused it and said "Eat this fish, son. I don't really like fish." That was Mother's Second Lie.
3.Then, when I was in Junior High School, to fund my study, mother went to an economic enterprise to bring some used-matches boxesthat would be stuck in. It gave her some money for covering our needs. As the winter came, I woke up from my sleep and looked at my mother who was still awoke, supported by a little candlelight and within her perseverance she continued the work of sticking some used-matches box. I said, "Mother, go to sleep, it's late, tomorrow morning you still have to go for work. " Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, dear. I'm not tired." That was Mother's Third Lie.
4.At the time of final term, mother asked for a leave from her work in order to accompany me. While the daytime was coming and the heat of the sun was starting to shine, the strong and persevering mother waited for me under the heat of the sun's shine for several hours. As the bell rang, which indicated that the final exam had finished, mother immediately welcomed me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared before in a cold bottle. The very thick tea was not as thick as my mother's love, which was much thicker. Seeing my mother covering with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said "Drink, son. I'm not thirsty!". That was Mother's Fourth Lie.
5.After the death of my father because of illness, my poor mother had to play her role as a single parent. By held on her former job, she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. No days without sufferance. Seeing our family's condition that was getting worse, there was a nice uncle who lived near my house came to help us, either in a big problem and a small problem. Our other neighbors who lived next to us saw that our family's life wasso unfortunate, they often advised my mother to marry again. But mother, who was stubborn, didn't care to their advice, she said "I don't need love." That was Mother's Fifth Lie.
6.After I had finished my study and then got a job, it was the time for my old mother to retire. But she didn't want to; she was sincere to go to the marketplace everymorning, just to sell some vegetable for fulfilling her needs. I, who worked in the other city, often sent her some money to help her in fulfilling her needs, but she was stubborn for not accepting the money. She even sent the money back to me. She said "I have enough money." That was Mother's Sixth Lie.
7.After graduated from Bachelor Degree, I then continued my study to Master Degree. I took the degree, which was funded by a company through a scholarshipprogram, from a famous University in America . I finally worked in the company. Within a quite high salary, I intended to take my mother to enjoy her life in America . But my lovely mother didn't want to bother her son, she said to me "I'm not used to." That was Mother's Seventh Lie.
8.After entering her old age, mother got a flank cancer and had to be hospitalized. I, who lived in miles away and across the ocean, directly went home to visit my dearest mother. She lied down in weakness on her bed after having an operation. Mother, who looked so old, was staring at me in deep yearn. She tried to spread her smile on her face; even it looked so stiff because of the disease she held out. It was clear enough to see how the disease broke my mother's body, thus she looked so weak and thin. I stared at my mother within tears flowing on my face. My heart was hurt, so hurt, seeing my mother on that condition. But mother, with her strength, said "Don't cry, my dear. I'm not in pain." That was Mother's Eight Lie
After saying her eighth lie, She closed her eyes forever!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

That's what Friends are for..

your sentiment is ur love,
your love is ur heart,
your heart is ur spouse,
your spouse is ur future,
your future is ur destiny,
your destiny is ambition,
your ambition is ur aspiration,
your aspiration is ur motivation,
your motivation is ur believe,
your believe is ur peace,
your peace is ur target,
your target is heaven,
heaven is like hell without FRIENDS.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Nukilanku buatmu..

Ketika pertama kali aku bertemu denganmu..
Hati terasa tergerak oleh sesuatu
Cuba mengimbas kembali dimana pernah bertemu
Namun sukar untukku ketemu
Hati dan rasa tidak pernah puas untuk mencari sesuatu
Sesuatu yang bagiku..
Telah menyentuh pintu hatiku
Lirikan matamu
Sungguh menusuk kalbuku
dan..seluruh jiwa dan ragaku
mungkin…kau tidak pernah tahu
Sejauh mana ombak rinduku
Sentiasa bermain dikotak mindaku
Inginku cuba untuk melupaimu
Namun semakin kuat ia melekat didalam diriku
Mengapa kamu tidak memperkatakan sesuatu
Agar bisa menenangkan gelora hatiku
yang kini semakin sukar untukku…
Mengapa berbisu?
Salahkah aku untuk mencintaimu?
Cubalah katakan sesuatu..
Kerna aku tidak ingin tertipu
tertipu dengan segala sandiwaramu
diriku tidak pernah terukir didalam hatimu,
janganlah pernah untuk mempersendakanku
kerna..hati dan rasa mudah terluka
adalah dua insan yang berbeza
namun aku percaya
kita mempunyai suatu perasaan yang serupa
jauh di lubuk hatiku
inginku luah..namun lidahku kelu
namun naluriku
berbisik, hanya tinggal tunggu
masa dan waktu..
nukilan ,
p/s: hehe...sorry guys...this poem is written in Malay..
really meaningful for me..because i wrote it by myself...

When your Best Friend become a stranger..

Have you ever experience this situation before?? I believe you have. Me too have the same experience.. hmm... I wonder why...and how it happen? Maybe, it's just a part of our life..But then, i was such a bad and sad feeling..isn't it?

Sharing secret, gossiping and laughing together, hang out in the middle of the night, studying the other words, all together (it seems like where she/he go, you also there)..and...the whole world knew that both of you were best friend.

But then, because of certain circumstances, suddenly she/he is not like before.. Why??

I felt so terrible when i first experience this. And i thought that, it probably happened because of me. Maybe it because of the ego..or maybe the jealousy..

Well..maybe it is just like that..kan?
People come..people go..following their own destiny..

Monday, September 1, 2008

For the broken heart, stressed mind & aching soul..

Life never seem right
most of the time
but taking time to make
a difference everyday
is something
you ought
to do
i am not a perfectionistn
or do i an optimist
but that doesnt
stop me from
have a good sleep
have a good meal
have a good laugh
you'll see what it really means
when life is not treating you well
remember to please yourself
before you please others(",)
taken from:
Gilda Sweet Smiling

So tired..huh.. tired for everything.. I'm damn tired! Last night i've a fight with a friend of mine betclis..(again..) As usuall, he advice me..bla..bla..bla.. I've remembered what he said to me for this few months of his favourite question:

Betclis: "bbey, have you already plan your study?"
me: "emm..uhh..not yet.."
* it goes on until yesterday...hehe... I know he is right. Planning is important in our life. Without good planning, we might be lost our direction and we will be having trouble in managing our, i want to say thank you to you Betclis for keeping reminding me and still being such a considerate friend of mine..

Pilgrim by Enya

Pilgrim, how you journey
on the road you chose
to find out why the winds die
and where the stories go.
All days come from one day
that much you must know,
you cannot change what's over
but only where you go.
One way leads to diamonds,
one way leads to gold,
another leads you only
to everything you're told.
In your heart you wonder
which of these is true;
the road that leads to nowhere,
the road that leads to you.
Will you find the answer
in all you say and do?
Will you find the answer
in you?
Each heart is a pilgrim,
each one wants to know
the reason why the winds die
and where the stories go.
Pilgrim, in your journey
you may travel far,
for prilgrim it's a long way
to find out who you are...
Pilgrim, it's a long way
to find out who you are...
Pilgrim, it's a long way
to find out who you are...


This morning, i woke up a little bit late eventhough i sleep early last night.. I'm alone in my room. Niny was having her trip to Kuala Lumpur with her sister, kobie since Saturday last week. There are some things that i think of this morning. In the other words, a reflection about my past life.. Suddently i think about my mom, my late father, my friends.. and I don't know why..maybe, i miss those memory with them..

Merdeka Day

Happy Merdeka to all..
I know today is the 1st day of September. But then i think it's not too late for me to say it isn't it? This year i'm celebrating my Merdeka Day with Nursiah and my brother, Andy. Actually, last few days i'm so busy with my 1st business. I've opened my business with my partner, Nursiah and the business that we've opened that night (30th August) is just a simple one.. We were having our stall at Uitm gymnassium and the things that we've sold are:

'Merdeka Egg'

+'Jeruk Mangga'





' Some Games'

it's a tiring day for me becuse i have two big event happened that day.. On the afternoon i have my AIS Common Test and u know what?.. i couldn't do it my best...huhu... Actually, it is only a simple questions but still i cannot do it..maybe, because of my last minute study( a lesson for my mistake!) and of course, the second one is about my business.. Thank God my brother Andy willing to help us.. If not, i couldn't imagine how would it be!

We've closed our stall at about 12.35am..And that night, after we've reach hostel, both of us fall asleep until morning...

Now i know...having a business is not that much to much to think of..but then, this is my best experience that i will never forget..

(' ,')hehe..

Thursday, August 21, 2008

My Prayer

Lord Jesus..

Thank you for all your gifts and blessings today...
Thank You for protecting me today..
Thank You for the wisdom for me to understand..
Thank You for the eyes for me to see the beauty of the world..
Thank You for the joy and happiness..
Thank You for the foods and drinks..
Thank You for my family..
Thank You for my friends..
Thank You for my teachers..
Thank You for my relatives..
Thank You for creating me as i am...

I ask this in Jesus name, Amen..

I Love being Single!

Since friday last week, i have a mid-term break for 10 days..yay! so, i went back to my 'home sweet home' because i really miss my room..and of course my family..:) i've bring my notes and my text book but hehe guess what..? the books and notes still inside my bag! huhu... lately, i'm so damn lazy and a little bit messy..

oh yes...almost forgot with my story!

I love being single! hehe...

i've found this sentence from my old Cleo magazine..and..i loved to share it to you all.. Actually being single is not that bad.. it is not because of nobody is not interested in you. It 's maybe just because of the time is not yet come to us. Being single helps alot to me.. yes...Why i'm saying helps me to get to know more about myself. What i really like and dislike..

It developed and teach me to be an independent girl.. yeah..

I'm not saying that i am anti-dating but then im just glad for what i had now.. i've learn to love myself even now i've slowly learn how to use the make-up stuff.. and the way i'm gromming (i've improved!)..I know..there are many things that i need to learn and get-to-know but slowly lah..hehe...

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Just an ordinary day..

"Time passed by...days to weeks.. weeks to months.. months to years.."

hi, i'm just finished my class today. Not really tiring day for this tuesday morning i think..hehe.. because i only have one class for today.. :)

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I'm blur...HELP!..

hi there...

it's has been a month already for my 3rd year in my 'beloved' U (kunun la)... but gosh..i'm still LOST and like everything seems new for me.. haiye...really don't like this feeling. Thank God i'm still survive in managing and overcoming the pahit getir in this campus life..

Hmm.. there are many things that i want to do in my life but i'm BLUR... I really don't know what i like (that's why im labelling myself as a complicated person) and so hard to make my own decision. And I wonder why?? I have no direction to go to and what is the purpose of my life? i really don't know..

I love to share this quotation to you:

>> "if you want to love others, you must first love yourself"<<

To love myself?? How??