Busy

Hola all..

Am quite busy especially on this end of month+holy week season.. Will update this blog after all of these settle okay...dada...

Good Night all..

p/s: Tomorrow is Holy thursday...can't wait to sing! hehe..(^_^)

My...oh my..

Hai readers..

I decided to post something on my blog today though i don't have any topic to write.. At first i want to change my blog layout but kesian betul nie i don't know how..ada sesiapa ka yg bole tulung sy nie???adui...hehe

hmmm...well..i'm just taking my breakfast tadi..sy bancuh teh tarik 3 in 1 Lipton( wangi and sedap ni..try la kalau nda percaya) makan 2 biji coklat Cadbury dari si Bet and mkn maruku ikan(beli dari Chin Chang S/B-my employer punya supplier..nyum2...kenyang jg la..

today, i have some plan in mind (yang mana suda balik-balik kena brought fwd ni...gara-gara tangguh-tangguh lor.haha).. hopefully hari ni i manage to complete it lah..hehe

my 1st task: wash my cloth..(huhu...T_T)

2nd: lipat my kain(matai...)

3rd: kemas my bilik(uuuwwwaaaaa....)

4th: masak for lunch

5th: print my mum's document

6th: plan scedule for my Sunday School(PMG) thing..

7th: sapu ruma...

8th: i want kasi mandi si skang(my cat) tp adui takut sy dia garu sy..hehe

>errmmm..cukup la tu kan utk hari ini...besok lg plan lain lah...hehe...bagus kalau dpt complete ni..dui~

bah, till then..nanti sy post lagi..sy buat housework sy dulu...wokey?..

Have a nice day everyone...

Chayo-Chayo bbey!!

Just an ordinary day

Hello again my dear readers...

i'm just having my lunch . And suddenlly i feel to blog.. so taadaa..!! here i am... hehe... Have a blessed wednesday everyone...

Hello..

Have a nice day everyone..Huhu~...

Today

Today is Tuesday..
Today is the day I feel unwell..
Today is Raining..
Today I feel Empty..
Today I have no work to do (eventhough i'm in the office!)
Today i am nothing..
Gee...what the crap i've been writing...(i'm bored bah tis...dunno what to do)

Dive Sipadan Island

“My wife said she’ll leave me
if I go diving one more time..
I’m sure going to miss her”

DIVE SIPADAN ISLAND

hehe.. :)

Something Weird

Hola all!!...Just want to share these pictures to make you smile...hehe..

What If..

What if I die tomorrow?
What if the dead lives again?
What if I become a guy?
What if I have the pure heart?
What if I climb the Everest?

What if I kill people?
What if I am blind?
What if I have no one?
What if I’ll never cry?
What if I’ll be left alone?

What if I never achieve my goal?
What if I fail in my life?
What if I am a handicapped?
What if no one loves me?
What if I am unsound mind?

What if I can predict the future?
What if I’m not going to heaven?
What if I can turn back the time?
What if there will be no death?
What if there will be no divorce?

What if there will be no sex?
What if all the man kind being the same?..

Am i sick??

this few days i feel so confuse...
there are times i feel like i want to scold someone
like i want to hit someone
and trying to find someones mistakes so that i can scold them
so many things i had imagined in my head
until i think i might be crazy
am i sick??

Been Tagged

Good morning everyone...Hi Ninie..:) Tagged from u...hehe... at last baru buat(after several times u tagged me).
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RULES:
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Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.
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I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with girls.
I’m obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
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Ninie, finally i can done all ur tags :D
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# What do friends call you?
Bbey!
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# When is your birthday?
January 9
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# What are your favourite food?
All the spicy food(especially Tomyam) haha...
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# Are you a hard drinker?
I don't think so..
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# Where are you now?
Home, Penampang
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# Do you work now?
No.
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# What song you like to hear when the time you are so lonely?
the praise & worship songs
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# Favourite movie.
Many.
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# Provide some of your choice number?
5, 23
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# What is your perfume?
hmm...
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# Do you have other Friendster account?
I got one
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# Are you a party girl?
No
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# Is there someone mad at you? If yes, think why.
Probably, i have no idea..(i wonder why...biarlah...)
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# Name someone you like.
...
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# Who are your best friend?
them :D
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# A friend is..
someone that who understand you..
don't take you for granted..
been there not only in good times but also in your hardest time..
accept you as you are..

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# What is more important? Loved ones? or your friends?
Both
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# Do you slept with your contact lense?
Last time...hehe..
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# Are you in relationship now?
Noooo.....
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# Who was the last person you dated?
Him.
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# What is love for you.
Passion
Understanding
Family
Feeling
Unpredictable
Beautiful
Life
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# What makes you happy?
when something that i like happens to me
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# Introduce yourself. Tell us some words that they must know.
Unique. Unpredictable.
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# How about a message to your ex?
Have a nice day
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# Say something to your bf.
...
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# Dedication to your crush?
Sorry for everything
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# Dedication to your friends?
Thanks for the memories...
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# Tagging.
.Phy-bie
.Bonny

Lazy Me..

today is my lazy day..

didn't want to do anything

i want to sleep, i want to eat haha..

seems like i will soon become like a zombie ehh..

watever..

Thank You

hi...

i felt so sad when i meet her this morning.Maybe because today is the last day she teach us in this class. there are something in her eyes that its hard for me to discribe.. I know she is kind...I know she is care...but it's just me won't allow her to get closer to me...well...let just wait the time shows me everything.. Thank U for everything dearest teacher.. God bless..

it is just like that

The people that I have lost…

And the people that had left me behind..

I will never forget them…

There are times i miss them

but then who will cares?

no one will understand…

no one might know..

People are too busy in handling themselves

And there I go

standing ,watching , and waiting for something

didn't know which path to go..

So tired..huh..

Yeah...so tired for everything.. I'm damn tired! Last night i've a fight with a friend of mine betclis..(again..) As usuall, he advice me..bla..bla..bla.. I've remembered what he said to me for this few months lately..one of his favourite question:

Betclis: "bbey, have you already plan your study?"

me: "emm..uhh..not yet.."

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And..so it goes on until yesterday...hehe... I know he is right. Planning is important in our life. Without good planning, we might be lost our direction and we will be having trouble in managing our life.So..here, i want to say thank you to you Betclis for keeping reminding me and still being such a considerate friend of mine..

Just an ordinary day..

"Time passed by...days to weeks.. weeks to months.. months to years.."

hi, i'm just finished my class today. Not really tiring day for this tuesday morning i think..hehe.. because i only have one class for today.. :)

I'm blur...HELP!..

hi there...

it's has been a month already for my 3rd year in my 'beloved' U (kunun la)... but gosh..i'm still LOST and like everything seems new for me.. haiye...really don't like this feeling. Thank God i'm still survive in managing and overcoming the pahit getir in this campus life..

Hmm.. there are many things that i want to do in my life but i'm BLUR... I really don't know what i like (that's why im labelling myself as a complicated person) and so hard to make my own decision. And I wonder why?? I have no direction to go to and what is the purpose of my life? i really don't know..

I love to share this quotation to you:

>> "if you want to love others, you must first love yourself"<<

To love myself?? How??