You

Just want to tell you that...

I'm not missing you but i'm thinking about you now..
Wondered how's your life going on now?..
Physically, we are so near...but why..??......huh..
I want to show you that what is exactly happen to my life now but, i don't know why each time i want and try to do that, the outcome is different and sometimes become worse.

And now, I don't know what to do.Can you tell me what should i do??