I want..

I want to feel that love again...

Like a "Bangkai Hidup"..

I can't sleep..so i decided to write something in my post..Now i feel like a "bangkai hidup".. no GOAL, no DREAMS, no....nothing! It is like>> i'm following the flow..Going somewhere..that i didn't really know and let others decide it for me..i feel so blur( in the other words, blank! empty! and zero!)..kenapa tu aaa??

The Wish List..

~Christmas is coming...and i believe most of us are busy with the preparation of the coming christmas..~

What is your wish list on this coming christmas?? i've been thought about these and took for a certain time what i wanted and wishes to have for this coming christmas. so...so many things in mind..new looks, new cloth, shoe,books..etc..

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The youth community from our church was organizing an ex-changing gift on this 25th Dec..so each of us was given a piece of paper and was asked to write 3 wish list that we wanted as a gift.. And i've wish these gifts :

1. A motivation or christianity book

2.Bag

3.Cloth

At first,I feel so excited for my wish list but then suddenly a friend of mine told me something..she say..

"Sharon, ko tau..si ^^^^ punya wish list..dia bilang dia mau..

1.Bible

2.Rosary

3.Buku-buku Doa

sebagai wish list dia..Saya ada juga suru dia wish lain, like seluar ka..baju ka..tapi dia tidak mau..."

I'm touched with it...It was a simple wishes but it make me realize something..i forget that there are something that is much and more valuable compare than what i had wishes.. May God bless him that had open my eyes again...

Is this the real me?...

I feel so empty and like..something is not complete..Lately i am so damn busy with my job until one day i realize, i forget to spend the 24 hours that God had gave to me to my own self. I miss the time when i spent my time to the public library reading books the whole day alone..or spend few hours in the bookstore(even i am not planning to buy a book)..buying cloth=shopping.. hang out with my buddies..(i miss them!)..and of course, i want to feel the 'love' again..

it's hard for me to describe these feelings inside me..i just can't explain..

What's going on??

huh....i'm waiting this person since morning...it has been few hours already i'm waiting here...(i mean in the cc) adui...i hate waiting!! Manalah ni urang ni still not show up...mau denda dia nie... sudahlah i sacrifice my time for him today..he seems like not to appreciate it...

Just an ordinary day

Hello again my dear readers...

i'm just having my lunch . And suddenlly i feel to blog.. so taadaa..!! here i am... hehe... Have a blessed wednesday everyone...

Today

Hello my dear readers....i miss to blog...huhu...but sad to say, i don't know what to write.. i mean, what should i post..

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it has been a month working in 'these' company.. actually i like my new job. The environment is good...and i meet few new friends which can be trusted to. I feel blessed to know and meet them..:)
But this doesn't mean that i had forgotten my old friends.. actually i miss them so much.. but because of our time limitation, we are not able to meet each other..wish that i can meet and hangout with them again like last time...miss u guys!!