Thank You

hi...

i felt so sad when i meet her this morning.Maybe because today is the last day she teach us in this class. there are something in her eyes that its hard for me to discribe.. I know she is kind...I know she is care...but it's just me won't allow her to get closer to me...well...let just wait the time shows me everything.. Thank U for everything dearest teacher.. God bless..

it is just like that

The people that I have lost…

And the people that had left me behind..

I will never forget them…

There are times i miss them

but then who will cares?

no one will understand…

no one might know..

People are too busy in handling themselves

And there I go

standing ,watching , and waiting for something

didn't know which path to go..

Bored

Hi...

Right now, i'm sitting here in the library surfing the internet. Huh...i'm too tired...really...really tired... To many things to do..

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TEST..TEST..TEST..!

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That's make me tired actually... This week is the worst week for me... Can you imagine?...Only for yesterday, i have TWO TEST and you know what... i couldn't do it well.. huhu...

and then...i've just finished my Audit test just now... and again... my answer seems all rubbish! huh.. so tension...HELP..

and tomorrow is my MUET Exam-Speaking Test. Then the next day my Accounting Theory Test...Then on friday i have to submit my business plan already... whoa! what a week...

The Return to innocence by Enigma

p/s: this song really touched my heart...huhu..

Love - Devotion

Feeling - Emotion

Don't be afraid to be weak

Don't be too proud to be strong

Just look into your heart my friend

That will be the return to yourself

The return to innocence

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If you want, then start to laugh

If you must, then start to cry

Be yourself don't hide

Just believe in destiny

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Don't care what people say

Just follow your own way

Don't give up and miss the chance

To return to innocence

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That's not the beginning of the end

That's the return to yourself

The return to innocence

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Don't care what people say

Follow just your own way

Follow just your own way

Don't give up, don't give up

To return, to return to innocence.

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If you want then laugh

If you must then cry

Be yourself don't hide

Just believe in destiny.

that's the return to innocence...

Hi..just want to answer this questions (i'm not tagged by anybody :)-i'm just copied it from somebody). harharhar...

1. Rate your life from 1-10 (1 being very miserable)
hmmm...5.5 i think..

2. Is your hair long or short?
Long hair..

3. Do you have many real friends?
No.. (-.-)

4. Name friends you last hung out with?

1. Ninie

2. Siah

3.rose

4. Betclis

5.elsie

6. Adi

8.?

9.?

5. Do you love chicken?
mean...like to eat isn't it? of course la..

6. Last three drinks you had?
half glass of milo, plain water and yoyo ais..hehe

7. Do you eat fish?
Not that often

8. Do people mispronounce or spell your name incorrectly?

some...huhu

9. Who was the last person you hugged?

hmm...can't really rememmber

10. Last guy you think about?
Err …

11. Any food that made you smile today?
Well, I guess I have to say no.

12. Name one thing you have in common with your friends?
We need more rest and study more harder..bcoz exzam is around d corner

13. Do you trust your friends?
Do they deserve it? It all depends

14. How old will you be in five years?
That’s 28. Still young mah..

15. Do you believe in love?
Yes, I do.

16. Except for family and friends, who are you in love with?
My close fren!

17. Do you honestly believe you have found the right guy/girl?
Nope.

18. Are you someone’s best friend?
I think so. I have no doubt about it

19. Do you love music?
It’s a passion

20. Last song you listened to?
I can’t really remember ..

21. What’s the instrument you wish you were able to play?
Guitars, drums, gong, piano...

22. Who was the last person you talked to?
If in person it was my roomate.

23. Who was the last person to call you?
Betclis.

24. Would you consider yourself a worrier?
am i??...hehe...entah la

25. Do you consider yourself as a happy person?
i don't think so..

26. Do you believe in saving yourself for marriage?
Saving myself for marriage? What does that mean?

27. Last person that pissed you off?

aha! dia tau tue sepa dia..

28. From whom have you missed the most calls in the last 5 days?
I think that should be from my mum..

29. who’s the first person you call when you’re having a bad day?
My close friend Betclis.

30. Last person who made you laugh like crazy?
I can’t really recall but I guess it was niny...hehe

31. Who’s your greatest inspiration in life?
There’s a lot, really.

32. Are you a good guesser?
I hate guessing game. I guess that’s a no then.

33. Who was the last person to sing your current favorite song and what song?
My current favourite song ..? ala...nda tau eh..

34. Who makes you laugh the most?
I can’t really remember.

35. What have you been telling yourself lately?

Bie, STUDY...You have to study harder.

OMG! I answered all 35 questions!

Eight Lies of a Mother..

I felt touched after reading this stories. So i decided to published it in this blog. Please take your time to read this. God bless..

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1.The story story began when I was a child;

I was born as a son of a poor family. Even for eating, we often got lack of food. Whenever the time for eating, mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was removing her rice into my bowl, she would say "Eat this rice, son. I'm not hungry". That was Mother's First Lie

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2.When I was getting to grow up, the persevering mother gave her spare time for fishing in a river nearour house, she hoped that from the fishes she got, she could gave me a little bit nutritious food for my growth. After fishing, she would cook the fishes to be a fresh fish soup, which raised my appetite. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat the rest meat of fish, which was still on the bone of the fish I ate. My heart was touched when I saw it. I then used my chopstick and gave the other fish to her. But she immediately refused it and said "Eat this fish, son. I don't really like fish." That was Mother's Second Lie.

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3.Then, when I was in Junior High School, to fund my study, mother went to an economic enterprise to bring some used-matches boxesthat would be stuck in. It gave her some money for covering our needs. As the winter came, I woke up from my sleep and looked at my mother who was still awoke, supported by a little candlelight and within her perseverance she continued the work of sticking some used-matches box. I said, "Mother, go to sleep, it's late, tomorrow morning you still have to go for work. " Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, dear. I'm not tired." That was Mother's Third Lie.

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4.At the time of final term, mother asked for a leave from her work in order to accompany me. While the daytime was coming and the heat of the sun was starting to shine, the strong and persevering mother waited for me under the heat of the sun's shine for several hours. As the bell rang, which indicated that the final exam had finished, mother immediately welcomed me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared before in a cold bottle. The very thick tea was not as thick as my mother's love, which was much thicker. Seeing my mother covering with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said "Drink, son. I'm not thirsty!". That was Mother's Fourth Lie.

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5.After the death of my father because of illness, my poor mother had to play her role as a single parent. By held on her former job, she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. No days without sufferance. Seeing our family's condition that was getting worse, there was a nice uncle who lived near my house came to help us, either in a big problem and a small problem. Our other neighbors who lived next to us saw that our family's life wasso unfortunate, they often advised my mother to marry again. But mother, who was stubborn, didn't care to their advice, she said "I don't need love." That was Mother's Fifth Lie.

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6.After I had finished my study and then got a job, it was the time for my old mother to retire. But she didn't want to; she was sincere to go to the marketplace everymorning, just to sell some vegetable for fulfilling her needs. I, who worked in the other city, often sent her some money to help her in fulfilling her needs, but she was stubborn for not accepting the money. She even sent the money back to me. She said "I have enough money." That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

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7.After graduated from Bachelor Degree, I then continued my study to Master Degree. I took the degree, which was funded by a company through a scholarshipprogram, from a famous University in America . I finally worked in the company. Within a quite high salary, I intended to take my mother to enjoy her life in America . But my lovely mother didn't want to bother her son, she said to me "I'm not used to." That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

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8.After entering her old age, mother got a flank cancer and had to be hospitalized. I, who lived in miles away and across the ocean, directly went home to visit my dearest mother. She lied down in weakness on her bed after having an operation. Mother, who looked so old, was staring at me in deep yearn. She tried to spread her smile on her face; even it looked so stiff because of the disease she held out. It was clear enough to see how the disease broke my mother's body, thus she looked so weak and thin. I stared at my mother within tears flowing on my face. My heart was hurt, so hurt, seeing my mother on that condition. But mother, with her strength, said "Don't cry, my dear. I'm not in pain." That was Mother's Eight Lie

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After saying her eighth lie, She closed her eyes forever!

That's what Friends are for..

your sentiment is ur love,

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your love is ur heart,

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your heart is ur spouse,

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your spouse is ur future,

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your future is ur destiny,

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your destiny is ambition,

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your ambition is ur aspiration,

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your aspiration is ur motivation,

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your motivation is ur believe,

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your believe is ur peace,

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your peace is ur target,

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your target is heaven,

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heaven is like hell without FRIENDS.