Nukilanku buatmu..

Ketika pertama kali aku bertemu denganmu..
Hati terasa tergerak oleh sesuatu
Cuba mengimbas kembali dimana pernah bertemu

Namun sukar untukku ketemu

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Hati dan rasa tidak pernah puas untuk mencari sesuatu
Sesuatu yang bagiku..
Telah menyentuh pintu hatiku
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Lirikan matamu
Sungguh menusuk kalbuku
dan..seluruh jiwa dan ragaku

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mungkin…kau tidak pernah tahu
Sejauh mana ombak rinduku
Sentiasa bermain dikotak mindaku
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Inginku cuba untuk melupaimu
Namun semakin kuat ia melekat didalam diriku
Mengapa kamu tidak memperkatakan sesuatu
Agar bisa menenangkan gelora hatiku
yang kini semakin sukar untukku…

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Mengapa berbisu?
Salahkah aku untuk mencintaimu?
Cubalah katakan sesuatu..
Kerna aku tidak ingin tertipu
tertipu dengan segala sandiwaramu

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Jika…
diriku tidak pernah terukir didalam hatimu,
janganlah pernah untuk mempersendakanku
kerna..hati dan rasa mudah terluka

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kau…aku..
adalah dua insan yang berbeza
namun aku percaya
kita mempunyai suatu perasaan yang serupa
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jauh di lubuk hatiku
inginku luah..namun lidahku kelu
namun naluriku
berbisik, hanya tinggal tunggu
masa dan waktu..
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nukilan ,
bbsharon

p/s: hehe...sorry guys...this poem is written in Malay..

really meaningful for me..because i wrote it by myself...

Enjoy...

When your Best Friend become a stranger..

Have you ever experience this situation before?? I believe you have. Me too have the same experience.. hmm... I wonder why...and how it happen? Maybe, it's just a part of our life..But then, i know..it was such a bad and sad feeling..isn't it?

Sharing secret, gossiping and laughing together, hang out in the middle of the night, studying together....in the other words, all together (it seems like where she/he go, you also there)..and...the whole world knew that both of you were best friend.

But then, because of certain circumstances, suddenly she/he is not like before.. Why??

I felt so terrible when i first experience this. And i thought that, it probably happened because of me. Maybe it because of the ego..or maybe the jealousy..

Well..maybe it is just like that..kan?

People come..people go..following their own destiny..

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For the broken heart, stressed mind & aching soul..

Life never seem right

most of the time

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but taking time to make

a difference everyday

is something

you ought

to do

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i am not a perfectionistn

or do i an optimist

but that doesnt

stop me from

smiling

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have a good sleep

have a good meal

have a good laugh

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you'll see what it really means

when life is not treating you well

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remember to please yourself

before you please others(",)

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taken from:

Gilda Sweet Smiling

So tired..huh..

Yeah...so tired for everything.. I'm damn tired! Last night i've a fight with a friend of mine betclis..(again..) As usuall, he advice me..bla..bla..bla.. I've remembered what he said to me for this few months lately..one of his favourite question:

Betclis: "bbey, have you already plan your study?"

me: "emm..uhh..not yet.."

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And..so it goes on until yesterday...hehe... I know he is right. Planning is important in our life. Without good planning, we might be lost our direction and we will be having trouble in managing our life.So..here, i want to say thank you to you Betclis for keeping reminding me and still being such a considerate friend of mine..

Pilgrim by Enya

Pilgrim, how you journey

on the road you chose

to find out why the winds die

and where the stories go.

All days come from one day

that much you must know,

you cannot change what's over

but only where you go.

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One way leads to diamonds,

one way leads to gold,

another leads you only

to everything you're told.

In your heart you wonder

which of these is true;

the road that leads to nowhere,

the road that leads to you.

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Will you find the answer

in all you say and do?

Will you find the answer

in you?

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Each heart is a pilgrim,

each one wants to know

the reason why the winds die

and where the stories go.

Pilgrim, in your journey

you may travel far,

for prilgrim it's a long way

to find out who you are...

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Pilgrim, it's a long way

to find out who you are...

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Pilgrim, it's a long way

to find out who you are...

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Reflection

This morning, i woke up a little bit late eventhough i sleep early last night.. I'm alone in my room. Niny was having her trip to Kuala Lumpur with her sister, kobie since Saturday last week. There are some things that i think of this morning. In the other words, a reflection about my past life.. Suddently i think about my mom, my late father, my friends.. and I don't know why..maybe, i miss those memory with them..

Merdeka Day

Happy Merdeka to all..

I know today is the 1st day of September. But then i think it's not too late for me to say it isn't it? This year i'm celebrating my Merdeka Day with Nursiah and my brother, Andy. Actually, last few days i'm so busy with my 1st business. I've opened my business with my partner, Nursiah and the business that we've opened that night (30th August) is just a simple one.. We were having our stall at Uitm gymnassium and the things that we've sold are:

'Merdeka Egg'

+'Jeruk Mangga'

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'Jambu'

+

'Candy'

+

'Drinks'

+
' Some Games'

it's a tiring day for me becuse i have two big event happened that day.. On the afternoon i have my AIS Common Test and u know what?.. i couldn't do it my best...huhu... Actually, it is only a simple questions but still i cannot do it..maybe, because of my last minute study( a lesson for my mistake!) and of course, the second one is about my business.. Thank God my brother Andy willing to help us.. If not, i couldn't imagine how would it be!

We've closed our stall at about 12.35am..And that night, after we've reach hostel, both of us fall asleep until morning...

Now i know...having a business is not that easy..to much to do..to much to think of..but then, this is my best experience that i will never forget..

(' ,')hehe..