Give Up..

i don't know what to do
i feel so empty
so lonely..hurt..
it seems like i want to give up..
and i'm too tired...
with all the drama..
i...
i am nothing
so...
just please go..go far from me..
just forget me...

Award

The award's prerequisite

1.Copy badge 'Cute's 3blogger AWARD' di atas dan letakkan di blog anda. ( already...)
2.Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award nih. ( okeh! )
3.Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih peserta award seterusnye...
( 5 only can ka?!... )
4.Anda harus memilih 10 blogger penerima award ini ( hmm.. )
5.Jgn lupa melawat blog 10 blogger penerima award ini bg memberitahu 'anda di tag'. ( ok boss )


ok..so...i have to cerita again lah kan..this award was been given to me by Ninie Jane..(thanks buddy)
and..below is 10 facts about me..

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1. I AM super sensetive person..my heart can break easily and takes some time to recover..
2. I am a simple person, can be so quite and hard to smile(sometimes..)
3. I like to make collections(novels)
4. I hate people who is pretending and dishonest...
5. I believe in God..
6. I am a slow learner but i try my best to learn..
7. I like words of inspirations and motivations
8. I can walk so fast...(especially when i'm in a hurry)
9. I'm hard to express my feelings(esp love) and easily to express my anger(hate,dislike,sad,unconfortable,lonely,and when i fail doing something)
10. I love my family so much...

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Next, i will give this award to this people>>
Sis Dawn, Bonny, PhyBie

Good Day vs. Bad Day

Today...i feel so happy...because my boss decided to increase my salary..(sikit jak...tapi sy bersyukur). And..some of my new friends in my office are now starts to shows their positive faces to me already.. Then, i meet my friend Siah, and we went to lunch together. (I really appreciate that moment you knw..) But suddenly...

I got this news and i feel so ashamed, down, unmotivated...

Huhhhh...what a day...but, apapun...Praise Lord..

Beauty Tips

For attractive lips,
Speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes,
Seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure,
Share the food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair,
Let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.

For poise,
Walk with the knowledge that you will never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored,
Renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed.

Never throw anybody out.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides..

-Sam Levenson

He knows..

He knows everything..and you cannot hide it from Him. and, He's watching us, in what we do,what we see,what we feel. Maybe some of us didn't really believe even really care whether God is really exist in this world. MAY you are not one of them. Appreciate what we have and don't forget to give our thanks and praise for all the gifts that He have gave us...

May God Bless all of you..

Helo 2009...Bye 2008

Hello my dear readers! it is the 6th day of the year 2009! i think i'm not too late to wish all of you, have a blessed New Year..Happy New Year everyone!!Hehe...

well, let's see my flash back for the whole year(2008)okay...

January
it's the month of my 22nd Birthday...I've got a surprise party(planned by Andius, niniut, gleat,siah, beat, rosse..thanks guys!)

February
For the 1st time i've went to Retret Penyembuhan Batin at Tambunan...it heals me.. really..

March-April
I'm busy with my assignment, presentations, quiz(s), test(s), and EXZAM..

May
I went through an operation to remove my Dermoid Cyst..
and, 2 weeks after that, i went to class for my holiday class called intersesi and again, sit for the exzam.

June
cuti-cuti kumpul lemak...hehe

July
it's kuliah time...for my 6th semester..niny,siah, and gleat punya birthday...

August
start to blogging...

September
we went to Borneo Paradise for 2 days and one night
and we celebrate my brother Andy punya birthday and exchange our gifts..

October
hmm...our busy month...kelangkabut to finished our D.I.A. Bulletine, having our big event-Family Day Sports Fiesta(i learn on how to make the askar camp), and preparing ourselves for the coming exzam..

November
went to Kuala Lumpur for Lawatan Sambil Belajar trip for 9 days and 8 nights..(if i'm not mistaken)

December
family gathering...

yup...thats all...
Now, i'm closing my year 2008 life and i keep it as my precious memory..(p/s: thanks for reading)